Defeated and yet not!

I stand in amazement

looking upon my guild

withered and wrecked

Crimson of the blood spilt

My legs are crumbling

From burden of my own

I am sinking in solid

Despair in my bones

I am down to the ground

Futile and worthless

Crying an ocean!

Swamped in this mess

My body is crushed

every bone weak

Closing in on atrophy 

Salvation I seek!

There is no kingdom

To guard and protect

Not a single soul

No corpse to collect

I see the monster 

In front of my eyes

I also hear my name

calling from the skies

There is no one

but it sound's so real

Is this god's way?

to pull me from this ordeal

I have to avenge

and defeat the devil

To quench this anguish
and strengthen my will

I gather my spirit

and all of my energy

to land that one last blow

with might and synergy

I can see it all

Flashes in downtempo

my hand, my punch

My crew from times ago

I know i will die

but i do not fear

I feel happy instead

To see my friends so dear

I can see nothingness

and feel what its like

I am escalating

where life and death are alike

I am liberated

No obligations to bear

No somatic boundaries

Only melodies I hear!

I am closing my eyes

Only to sleep and forget

I have no worries

I have no regrets!