I have been thinking!

I have been thinking
its your ocean blue eyes
that show me the world
from a perspective so different
that I would have failed
to imagine on my own.

I have been thinking
its your carefree smile
that shows me what
happiness feels like
A feeling so inherent
yet I was deprived
until you came along

I have been thinking
its your honey sweet voice
that motivates me
ignites my engine
and fuels me to move along
No matter, how many
bumpy roads i hit

I have been thinking
its your untamed hair that
shows me no matter
how much tangled
one becomes, there is always
a way to unfold
and start afresh


You give me reason
to strive through,
a glimmer of hope
Shining brighter
than the sunshine
amidst my world that was
So dark and gloomy

I have been thinking
its your presence that
leaves me speechless
for you are no longer here
for i am alone and......
Now its just me
and these words

I have been thinking
its our  memories
that makes me cry
every single time
more than any sad movie
more than anything in this world

I have been thinking
its your impossible comeback
that makes me wish
the laws of nature could be twirled
and tampered with
for you have left somewhere far
so far that even the stars feels closer

I have been thinking
if its too much to ask
for a second life with you
To be reborn and see
you every single day
till the rest of my days